Joy(?)

Am I awake, or am I already dreaming sleeping in my big bed?
Well, I don't have an answer.
Have you ever felt like being hung between different things and you can't make a choice?
A friend of mine, only few days ago, called that "epiphany", yes: just like Virginia Woolf did back in times.
Ok. I had a similar feeling just two hours ago, can't say precisely.

I just realized I'm trying to plan an entire life with few basis or surenesses.
I can't really predict what I'll do in a few days, and in few years?
It's so hard! So difficult.
I don't even know where I'll be living!
That's what scares me the most: places.

You visit many many places, you say you'd like living there, then, when you have to actually make a decision, you are so freaking scared you don't want to move anywhere else than the places you've always known.

We are sooo impulsive.
We make decision with hearts, not brains.
And here I am: a brain which sleeps instead of making me do something really clever.
Why? Why we always have to hide ourselves behind difficulties and obstacles?
We're not able to make the same decisions we make only few days ago?
Crazy.

And here I am, the craziest (and most scared) person of the day.
Lost in many thoughts. Regarding: love, cities and people.
Just like any other time.

xoxo
Nikkie

New look.

Ehi everybody!!
How are you doing? Hope everything's fine.
New season, new look. Here's my motto and here's why my blog's looking different from old times!

Look at the falling leaves of this background then look outside your windows. That's what you'll see. Autumn is finally arrived. With it arrived the cold wind and we all can put on our coats!
And admire all these beautiful colors!

Happy of the cold weather? Maybe.
Just think the romantic aspect of all this.
Your boy/girl will hug you soooo tight.
That's what I like about cold.

xoxo
Nikkie

Fall(ing).

Such a beautiful day outside my windows I can't really trust the sad news arriving from the other part of the Atlantic Ocean. Steve, Steve Jobbs, dead. Can't believe it.
It is sad to say he was very ill, and maybe, maybe, it's better (??) like this. He was suffering so much when he had given so much to the entire world.

In a beautiful fall (autumn) day this awful news.
Well, people, I just feel to say he taught us sooo much we HAVE to remember him, we MUST. He proved to be very brave till the very end and showed sooo much humanity we can only learn, one more time, from him and his example.

This is how Apple.com today shows us the father of our technology: proud and ready to face problems and life.

This is how we have to be. 

Honor to you, Steve. Thank you for everything you've done.

Thank you for iMac, iPhone, iPod...

Goodbye, farewell.