Well, I don't have an answer.
Have you ever felt like being hung between different things and you can't make a choice?
A friend of mine, only few days ago, called that "epiphany", yes: just like Virginia Woolf did back in times.
Ok. I had a similar feeling just two hours ago, can't say precisely.
I just realized I'm trying to plan an entire life with few basis or surenesses.
I can't really predict what I'll do in a few days, and in few years?
It's so hard! So difficult.
I don't even know where I'll be living!
That's what scares me the most: places.
You visit many many places, you say you'd like living there, then, when you have to actually make a decision, you are so freaking scared you don't want to move anywhere else than the places you've always known.
We are sooo impulsive.
We make decision with hearts, not brains.
And here I am: a brain which sleeps instead of making me do something really clever.
Why? Why we always have to hide ourselves behind difficulties and obstacles?
We're not able to make the same decisions we make only few days ago?
Crazy.
And here I am, the craziest (and most scared) person of the day.
Lost in many thoughts. Regarding: love, cities and people.
Just like any other time.
xoxo
Nikkie
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